As I stated yesterday, today is a bit of a doomsday. Not only do I have one killer headache (thank you craptacular weather and Medifast) but I also gained another 4 pounds. Bringing my new weight to 232 pounds. Not happy. Not happy at all. However, I am also not sulking about it. I am more mad than anything. Mad at myself. Mad at how quickly 12 pounds seems to jump back on this body. It might explain the back/neck pain I have been having though.
Rather than focus on all the bad things I am going to focus on the good. Here is my list of new goals, insight and motivation for this next round on Medifast.
1. I feel better when I eat Medifast. Despite this headache from hell, I know that in a day or two I will have more energy and feel better over all.
2.I am far less hungry on Medifast then I was eating on my own. To be honest it's hard to find protein that you enjoy as much as a peanut butter crunch bar.
3. As boring as a routine can be it makes things so much easier! Now that I know what life is like off Medifast I am going to do some research into other plans or styles of eating that are similar. Something low carb/low sugar since I think that carbs are really my enemy in large doses.
3. I want to be under 200 pounds by my Birthday. I know that will be the best present I can give myself.
4. I want to be able to wear heels to a wedding in October. (Not sure if that will happen but it's a goal none the less)
5. I am going to cook at home more often (Any and all Medi-friendly recipes are welcome!)
That ougt to do it for today. Until next time kiddos ;)
I know that you will get where you want to be Lynne - no question about it. And I still can't wait to buy you those jeans! love you!
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