A year ago I wrote this
post. I almost don't recognize that it was me writing that post. Now, a year later, I am not only going on mile
(2 or more really) walks but taking up to 3 classes at Lucille Roberts a week. However, what sticks out the most to me is the tone in which I wrote it. I sound so chipper (
with a side of sarcasm of course). It's hard to remember that the beginning of this journey (
even though I am sooo sick of that word thanks to the Bachelor franchise) every day brought new discoveries. I was on my way out of a depression that was deep, dark and dangerous. I remember having all these wide eyed moments, where I felt like I was experiencing things for the first time. Those moments come slower now. They are, though, no less wonderful. I feel more like myself lately. The right mix of the new me and the old me. I am more responsible, pro active, active and aware of my food choices then ever before. I am more open to re-experiencing things that I once hated. However, I balance all this with a healthy dose of self doubt and negativity. I wouldn't be me without those things. I have to love all the things about me, even the things that get in my way.
Now that I got that out of the way...on to the real purpose of today's post. I am down
2.2 pounds! All this with my modified diet of sorts. I eat Medifast meals through out the day but I am incorporating more real food too. I have allowed myself some indulgences but overall I am making good choices each day. In essence, I have decided to take on the challenge of learning how to eat when hungry. To not turn to food to cure something.
In honor of getting back down to 161 pounds lost I am doing another installment of What Does It Look Like?? It's my gift to all you lovely people..enjoy!
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I lost this adorable baby giraffe...did you know they come out weighing 160 pounds?? That's intense |
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I lost this cake encrusted with diamonds, rubies and sapphires. Because nothing say delicious to me quite like precious stones |
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Umm..I lost a min horse!!! Does anyone else find that a ridiculous statement because I sure do. |
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I lost this log...Not sure why you have a contraption that weighs logs in the back of your van but hey we all have fun in different ways I guess. |
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These disturbing rocks don't weigh 160 pounds but did come up in my search..again..Google continues to amaze me.
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Thanks for all your continued interest in this little blog and of course your support of my efforts!
I want that cake! Ok fine, I want to lose that cake... Congrats, you are a rockstar!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on this week's loss!
ReplyDeleteAlso, those rocks creep me the sh*t out. *shudder*
Hahah T-Lee I couldn't agree more! They remind me of this art exhibit I saw a few years ago..couldn't sleep well that night!
ReplyDeleteThank you Miss April!!
Yay... congrats on your loss and making good eating choices. Woo Hoo!!
ReplyDelete~Margene
I love when you do these posts! You have since made me start typing in google what stuff weighs and yeah while I get some weird shit, I don't get anything like those freaky ass rocks!! Way to go on losing 2.2!!! YAY!
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